renita_hippo's Xanga

god

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 15:43:18 GMT

i am so sorry! god please bless me.........i have tried all my best. it's not what i want to see........

fate

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:01:50 GMT

y can't i control it? y do they deserve it?

why can't we only get happiness in our life? y y y y so many y

what is the meaning of being alive?

why

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:44:53 GMT

why is the money problem again. y in my mother's mind just have money.

y does she love money so much!

my health is not important cos i am poor

should i?

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:49:34 GMT

b4 i wanna get some changes in 2009, but now maybe it will postpone to 2010

now i am getting older, so i wanna get some changes in my life...

everyday i also need to work, i really feel very tired of this life....

i want to get some CHANGES one day

lies

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 15:51:40 GMT

lies are beautiful...

don't bother me. i already get lots of stress...

don't ask me y...y don't u try to understand me.

i also want to like normal person can get holiday in every weekends.

who wants to work EVERYDAY?

please ...

wedding

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 16:38:56 GMT

congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to u my dearest friend.

it's really so touching so unforgetable......... i am glad that u two love yr parents so much :)

u2 are very thin, hope u guys can eat more :)

HAPPY WEDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!

let me CRY

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:53:09 GMT

too much PRESSURE, too much WORK

too less TIME. i wanna get 36 HOURS a day.

i can do all things, please.................

i wanna CRY. this feeling is just like the end of my life is coming, so i need to do as many thing as i can b4 i leave this world.

so HARD, so TOUGH

nightmare

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:40:44 GMT

WHY i never walk away,

WHY i play myself this way,

NOW i see, u're pushing me away

i can't IMAGINE...

will i DIE of TIRED one day

1 month

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 14:25:50 GMT

still get one month......then i could enjoy my trip. i booked the air ticket, hostels, train....so now i do not worry too much...actually i still haven't plan it in a prefect way.... well let me take a break first :) seems so many things i need to prepare for this amazing trip

why

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 15:53:43 GMT

WHY is the MONEY problem again? Money can destory everything........even LOVE.

do u ever CARE me? do u know how much do i earn per month? and how much do i need to spend? how could u ask me for more and more money...

don't FORCE me, otherwise one day i will WALK AWAY